Hidden Manna, Hidden Name


The angel of the church in Pergamum is confronted by the living one who has the two-edged sword. The letter offers both affirmation and condemnation, grace and judgment. The church is struggling in the context of a city where idolatry flourishes, that is, the church is in constant conflict with “Satan’s throne.” The temptation is to surrender to idolatry and heresy, and some have already done that, while others remain faithful even though they may face martyrdom. The living one reminds the angel that the real danger is not from Satan’s throne, but from those within the congregation who are embracing idolatry and heresy. There is again a call to repentance, with the warning that the living one will come and wage war with the two-edged sword against those who want to destroy the community of faith from the inside. There is no indication that this congregation is under persecution from external powers. What is really at stake is the spiritual life of the congregation. There are those who are eating food that was sacrificed to idols before being sold in the marketplace. It is not just a matter of eating, but of embracing the idolatry and heresy behind this sacrifice. The living one comes with the sword of his mouth, that is, with a word of warning, admonition and promise. He offers to those who conquer this heresy and idolatry “some of the hidden manna.” The living one offers himself as the hidden manna, the sacrifice of his own body and blood, in contrast to food sacrificed to idols. The allusion is certainly to the Eucharist. In addition, the faithful will receive the revelation of a new name. Those around Satan’s throne do not know that name. It is the name of the living one, Jesus. Throughout the letter is the contrast between Satan and Jesus, pagan food and Eucharist. Hidden manna, hidden name. This is my Body, given for you.

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Faithful Unto Death


In the second letter, the living one of the Apocalypse addresses the angel of the church in Smyrna. He identifies himself as the one who died and came to life, and thus sets the theme of this letter: life and death, the struggle between two forces determined to own the human spirit by the force of suffering, yet unaware that because of the one who died and is now alive again, this suffering it itself redemptive. The angel is warned about those who claim to be what they are not. They claim to be of the assembly of God, but are really of the assembly of the Satan. Where one assembles determines one’s disposition toward life or death. To assemble with those who pretend to stand in the house of the Lord is to participate in deceit, in blasphemy. They have traded the holy ground for an unholy ground, not recognizing that the holy has already arrived in the one who died and came to life again. The pretense is a rejection of the divine, a rejection of life. They have chosen death. The angel is encouraged, “Fear not!” and is then admonished to be faithful unto death, be faithful to the end, for a crown of life is waiting as a gift. The Spirit speaks this message to the Churches, plural, just as in the first letter, and indicates that all the letters are meant for all the Churches because they bear the message that eternal life has come through the one who has already conquered death and now lives. Those who have this new life will not be subjected to a second death, that is, the resurrected life, life lived within the divine, living one, has transcended the act of dying.

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Fallen from Love


The living one of the Apocalypse walks among the congregation, and begins by addressing the message to the angel of the church of Ephesus, chapter 2. The divine knows what is going on in the church, and praises its faithfulness and endurance in the midst of suffering. To this angel the divine says, you have fallen! Fallen from the love you had at first, fallen from the commandment to love one another and to abide in love, fallen from what Paul had called “a more excellent way.” Now, the living one calls upon the fallen to repent and do what one did at first. The call to metanoia is a call to return to first things, to the beginning, to alter the course of life radically, to be torn away from the present sense of self, to surrender what one has become, that is, to surrender the fallenness to the living one, to reunite with the living one and so to rise again as “at first” and be a new beginning. Metanoia is resurrection into a new creation. Metanoia demands resolute affirmation of self under new definitions, the demand to be whole again, integrated into the Unity of the Origin. Metanoia, repentance, is originary, it sets something toward the future, the end. The Spirit is speaking to the church. Let the one who has ears hear what the Spirit is saying! The Spirit is saying “Repent” for the end is Now! The future is here, now, full of hope as it is full of suffering and distress. The Spirit meets metanoia with forgiveness, absolution, the promise of life, “to eat of the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.” Metanoia, the pointing to the future, is a call to the past, the tree of life in the garden. Only now, the tree is not a tree. It is the Body of the Living One, the Blood of the Living One. Now, the eating is Eucharist. That is why the end is the beginning which presents itself as other than it is. The end (the Body) is the otherness of the beginning (the Tree), it is the beginning that is hidden, waiting to be revealed by the living one. The living one speaks through the Spirit to the church today. What was prohibited is now permitted. Listen, take and eat, and live!

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Vision of the Living One


My reflections on the Apocalypse will disclose the two perspectives that I bring to its interpretation. The first is that the Passion of Christ is the Passion of the Church. The second is that this Passion of the Church is being played out as a liturgical drama in the church. The drama has a view towards the enthronement of the divine. Before this happens there is the battle between the divine and the counter-divine, Christ and the Counter-Christ. As I continue my meditation on the Apocalypse I am witness to a magnificent scene that goes to the end of the first chapter. Last time the narrative ended with the self-designation of the divine in terms of the three modes of time. This section begins with John’s identification of himself and his relationship to the seven churches. A vision immediately unfolds before him, by which he is commissioned to write what he sees, and what he sees is the mystery of the divine one, capable of being described only in human terms, but awesome in aspect. John fell as though dead, reminding us that to gaze upon the unhidden face of the divine is sure death. But the divine one does not allow death to reign in its presence. John is revived, blessed by the touch of the right hand of the risen one, who makes clear who he is. “Fear not, I am the first and the last, and the living one.” John is in the presence of the living one, the one who reigns forever. It is this divine, living one who stands over the seven churches. John is commanded to write to the angels of the churches, angels-stars being the ancient designation of powers that hold sway over the people. However, the living one already holds the angels-stars and the seven churches in its right hand, meaning that now dominion is given to the living one. The churches are no longer subject to earthly powers, but to the power of Christ, the living one. What the churches will receive from John is a verification, a truth-telling message, that no matter what kind of tribulation and suffering they will undertake, they will do so as a faithful congregation already held in the hand of the divine, living one. In this is the hope of the church under tribulation. In this is the hope of all who suffer. In this is the hope of each one. In this is my hope. “I know who holds tomorrow, and I know who holds my hand.”

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Time Bearing Hope


I have been meditating on the book of Revelation. The title comes from the first three words: Apocalypse of Jesus Christ. The introduction is an amazing piece of literature of hope. The kairos is near, that is the theme. Transcendent time is dawning, and with its dawning, comes hope for deliverance from suffering. Kairos is the ground of hope, and kairos, divine time, is grounded in the one who was, and is and is to come. The divine with whom kairos is integrated, transcends the momentary suffering, descends into that suffering as the human one, and presents itself to a suffering church as the one who has “freed us by his blood,” who has made us into a “kingdom,” made us “priests,” and to whom we give glory “forever and ever.” The divine, the transcendent, incarnate one, calls forth the church (kingdom), and summons the priests to a new awareness that will uncover the one who is already there, but who nevertheless, paradoxically, is coming soon, that is, who is coming out of his hiddenness into the openness of suffering, so that “every eye will see him.” Kairos unveils what chronos has covered over. And the church has to be reminded repeatedly, “I am the Alpha and the Omega, who is and was and is to come.” The Alpha, what was in the beginning, kairos before chronos, has not left us. The beginning has accompanied us on this journey of faith and suffering, faith through suffering, the human narrative that itself seeks redemption from time. The Omega that is about to dawn has always already been present. It is none other than the Alpha in its Otherness that has remained hidden until now. The end is the beginning in its total otherness, and is not to be feared. This is the true and proper ground of hope. The divine transcendent one, the Origin and Source, remains Origin and Source, and only as such can it call us forth to undertake the journey home. The divine arrives, to become who we are, and in so doing, to accompany us home. Home, here, now, tomorrow, is where the divine is. Now has salvation come!

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The Exorcist


The story of the unknown exorcist in Mark 9 is set against a background that is at once informative and cautionary. Someone is casting out demons in the name of Jesus, but is not one who belongs to the new movement. The insiders wanted him to remain an outsider and to cease and desist in doing mighty works in the name of Jesus. Jesus says, do not forbid him. His words indicate clearly that when the name of Jesus is pronounced, by whomever it is pronounced, it accomplishes mighty works, wonders and miracles. The power of the name of Jesus is that in uttering it the divine in all its holiness is invoked, called upon and called forth to become present, here and now, for the accomplishment of the mighty work, the miracle. When the name of Jesus is invoked, the divine arrives simultaneously unveiling its miracles and wonders that have already arrived ahead of it. To use the name of Jesus to heal the sick and cast out demons signifies that this unknown exorcist has taken his stance upon that name and rests upon the power that the name bears with its utterance and invocation. To invoke the divine is to summon it forth from its hiddenness, hidden in the brightness of its own glory and its own light. When the divine stands forth everything comes under its Light and is seen for the first time as it really is. To know what one really is, is to know oneself in its broken and fragmented selfhood. Jesus illustrates this by saying if any part of you, hand, foot, eye, stands out as the symbol and demonstration of your brokenness, excise it. Let that alone remain that announces your health and redemption. One can lose a hand, foot, and eye, and be a mighty work of the divine. Jesus informs us that the story is not about insiders and outsiders. It is cautionary, look to yourself as the place of the manifestation of the divine. It is redemptive, saying that by invoking the name of Jesus the stranger revealed the power of the divine, and where that power is revealed, miracles happen.

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Hidden Passion


Luke 9 contains some harsh words from the Lord. It follows upon the healing of an epileptic boy, the only child of a man who pleaded to the disciples of Jesus to heal the boy, but they could not. Jesus referred to the generation as faithless and perverse, and the disciples could not do miracles in a context of faithlessness and perversity. Jesus rebuked the unclean spirit and gave the boy back to his father. It is then that Jesus again predicted that the Son of Man is to be delivered into the hands of men. The idea here is that Jesus is going to be killed, but the people did not understand, and it is said that understanding was hidden from them. What ties together these two stories is this: by healing the boy and returning him to his father, Jesus restored the unity of the family. The death of Jesus, the taking away of Jesus from his family and from his Father, is preliminary to Jesus returning to the Father to restore the primordial uncreated Unity that was ruptured in the sending forth of the Son. The people seemed to have been recruited involuntarily in this drama of redemption, for their role was necessary for the restoration of the Unity of the divine, and for their own salvation. This was hidden from their understanding. Jesus said, let these words sink into your ears. That is, he wanted them to understand at a deeper level than was their custom. He is saying that the Son of Man will be delivered, and this deliverance was necessary for their deliverance from sin and death. The miracle that preceded this story opens up a place for insight into the misunderstanding that follows. Miracle is the self-presencing of the divine that can only be witnessed through the eyes of faith. That is why the faithless generation could not see it. Miracle is the reintegration of the the divine and the human, the creation of wholeness and unity, the rejection and overturning of brokenness and division. Miracle is the original Word, the Word before all words, that opens up a new world to be grasped by faith, where the joy of redemption resounds in the celebration of healing.

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New Dawn


I ventured into St. John, chapter 1 this morning. There I read of the meeting of Nathanael and Jesus. Nathanael is thought to be the Bartholomew of the Synoptics, but he may also be Matthew, who is not mentioned in John, since both their names mean the gift of Yahweh. Nathanael is a true Israelite, the descended from the deceitful Jacob. When Jesus says that he saw him under the fig tree, Nathanael proclaims Jesus as Son of God and King of Israel. This is one of those transforming moments. Jesus asks, because you have seen a miracle you believe? You will see greater things. I begin to understand that faith that rests on miracles, faith that rests on anything, is only preliminary to that transformative, redeeming faith that comes from the word that reveals the divine. Jesus reminds us that faith must have no basis, no foundation, but must be an absolute surrender to the word that is revealed by the divine. So Jesus says further, henceforth you will see angels ascending and descending upon the Son of Man. Behind this verse lies the story of Jacob’s dream in Genesis 28. I would like to think that the Son of God and the Son of Man in this narrative are connected by the ascending and the descending of those who announce the story. This is one of those axes of transformation, where the divine and the human encounter in such a way that what was once a dream now becomes an unfolding story of redemption, the restoration of heaven and earth, the homecoming of the human, a hope fulfilled. I would like to suggest further that the Son of Man may be an inclusive concept that now defines the community of faith and not simply Jesus of Nazareth. This would mean that the sphere of the divine, the Son of God, has now completely incarnated the sphere of the human, the Son of Man, the community of faith, and the new creation has dawned.

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Herod’s Insight


 Herod is presented as perplexed by St. Luke. He is hearing disturbing chatter. John has been raised from the dead, Elijah has returned, one of the ancient prophets has come back. These are all prophets, all related to the prophetic traditions in which Jerusalem is centered, and which continued to be the hope that sustained the faithful. Now, the word on the street, the conversations in the market place, the whispers in places of power, is that prophecy has returned to Jerusalem. If prophecy has indeed returned the voice of the divine is once again heard in the land, and people will flock to the Temple, to stand in the “Courtyard of the Gentiles” which Herod himself had built for the faithful. The return of prophecy would mean that the divine is once more directing the affairs of the faithful, and there was reason to hope for deliverance. Not so Herod. He was sure of one thing, that he had beheaded John, and that John was dead. Herod was sure that prophecy was dead, that the past was dead. He was not perplexed about the past. “Who is this?” he wondered, and so joined the chorus of voices that wondered with him. What manner of man is this that even the wind and the waves obey him? Whose voice can have such immediate effect? Surely, this is not just a prophet! That Herod wondered about the divine is not unnatural, for he lived in the midst of Roman divinities. What is promising in the text is the last line, “He kept on wanting to see him.” Herod tried repeatedly to see Jesus, that’s how motivated he was. He who is the “tetr-arches” (the historical ruler) wanted desperately to see the one who was “en arche,” (the transcendent ruler). Herod’s insight was true, prophecy had ended. His other insight we don’t hear about, that something different has come to pass, and he wanted to confront this difference, to see for himself the divine one. His perplexity lay in this, that the divine is elusive, and eluded him. He who is heavenly power eluded Herod who is earthly power. But Herod kept on trying to see him. There is hope in this.

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Living at the Center


Family is a construct of life searching for its center. The Gospels contain many stories that remind me of this. There is a special story of the mother and brothers of Jesus coming to see him. The crowds were so large that they could not get to him. His disciples told him that they were there looking for him, and he replied, “My mother and my brothers are those who hear the word of God and do it.” This seems like a harsh word, a rejection of, or a turning away from his own family. When I look at the story more closely, I begin to understand that something new is taking place. The people who are following Jesus have left family and friends behind, as the calling of the disciples indicates. The followers need something that will bind them together into a unity, a whole, and sustain them as if they were a family. Jesus is offering a new way of binding people together into this unity. He is pointing to a new way of creating a community of family and a community of faith. The word of God becomes the center, the place from which the unity and the bonding is developed, and from which the new definition of family is issued. Where the divine stands, there is the point of origin, the place of birth and rebirth, and the place of returning. Where the divine calls the human to stand is the same place. The divine and the human are gathered together as in a crowd, crowding around the center. It is to the center that all questions are addressed, and from which all answers are issued. The divine center, the word made flesh, now defines the human family as it has already defined the human being. Hearing the word of God is taking the word into oneself, and doing it is sending it forth from oneself. The human thus becomes a new center, centralizing the word, the definition, the new order of creation, the new creation, and therefore the new hope of the life to come. To arrive and to stand there is to experience for the first time the Original Unity, to experience a time before Multiplicity, and to experience the divine in the complete fulness of its grace.

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